You Can Sit Beside Me When the World Comes Down

Eek! It's Monday again!

For today, I just have one music suggestion: 

"When the World Comes Down" by All-American Rejects

Listen to the ENTIRE CD. I've listened to most of it (I'm listening to it right now, actually!). It's fantastic. Personal favorites include "Gives You Hell" and "Mona Lisa." 

I'll update later on how much I miss Pittsburgh.

love,

m

There are Other Fishies in the Sea!!

YIPPEE!

So I am going to Pittsburgh tomorrow! I'm insanely nervous about flying. I haven't flown anywhere for about three years and I haven't flown anywhere alone since I was seven. And then they did everything for me. Despite my nervousness about whether I'll be able to find my way around (I haven't been to LaGuardia.... ever, and I haven't been to JFK since I was, well, seven...I think) or whether they'll let me carry on my carry on or if I die in a plane crash or what-not, I'm SO EXCITED. 

My excitement mainly stems from being able to see friends from home who are just awesome and a little bit from being able to see "Rent" on stage with Anthony Rapp and Adam Pascal. However, what I'm looking forward to more than seeing "Rent" is seeing the Hannah Montana movie! OMG Send! Okay. So. That's a lie. I would really like to see the Hannah Montana movie (because I am just THAT COOL), but it's not at the top of my list. 

Another cool thing about this trip is that I actually have at least a little bit of money for it! Yay! I've been severely lacking in the funds the past couple of months (my own fault, but it still sucks!). 

And oh my god. I'm listening to the "Rent" soundtrack with the original cast and am having, like, heart palpitations listening to Adam Pascal. Who the hell knows what's going to happen when I see him LIVE ON STAGE?!

Okay. Going now to fan myself.

love,

m

One More Day in Paradise

So. I have a music recommendation for you. There might be more tonight when I'm trying to procrastinate reading books written in the 12th century and researching Andy Warhol. At the same time. Obviously. 

On to the recommendation! A throwback to the early 2000s, the recommendation for today is Vanessa Carlton's album, "Be Not Nobody." Most of it is very soothing and just hauntingly beautiful. Personal favorites of mine are "Ordinary Day," "Pretty Baby," and "Twilight." (And no, I don't like the song "Twilight" just because of the book of the same name, I liked before I had even heard of the book. So there. It's just really pretty.)

Okay. Maybe more later.

love,

m

Happy Easter!

I loved Easter when I was a little kid. In fact, I still do. There was just something about dressing up in new, pretty, spring-like dresses, wearing outrageous hats, waking up to see that the Easter Bunny had come, and then going on Easter Egg Hunts. I just decided right now that Colleen must have a metal detector embedded somewhere on her person. That is the only way she was able to find all of the money-filled eggs. Every single time. No joke. 

These past two Easters have been kind of sad only because I haven't been home. I haven't been able to wake up and find candy on my bed, then walk out to the living room and find my three baskets worth of candy and goodies, or had any of my mother's Easter ham. Not that the ham was anything special. I'm also not really complaining. Last Easter, my mother and I had an early Easter so I could come back to school before the holiday rush. This Easter, I spent the day with friends. And seeing "Guys and Dolls" on Broadway. See? I really have no reason to complain. 

Back to "Guys and Dolls" though. While it had its short-comings (the dancing was a little to hyper and intense, Lauren Graham's Adelaide had a very deep voice for some strange reason--that girl could sing, Kate Jennings Grant had a weird voice, I could go on), it was good overall. I had a huge smile on my face the entire time, I was bouncing with excitement at random intervals from about 12 pm to about...well, now actually. I got to meet Oliver Platt (and tell him that I thought he was really good in "The West Wing"), Chris Bierko, and got a wave from Lauren Graham! 

So. All in all, the magic of Easters past might not be lost after all. It was a good day.

love,

m

Uninspired Music and Movie Recommendations

So. The muse has left. Oh well. I'll leave you with some quick recommendations though.

Movies: 

Only one for today: "Yours, Mine, and Ours." The original. With Tim Matheson, Henry Fonda, Lucille Ball, Van Johnson, and many, many others. It's a great feel-good movie. A mother of eight marries a father a ten. It's an adventure. Roll with it. It's amazing.

Music:

A Fine Frenzy's CD, "One Cell in the Sea." All very chill songs, I recommend "Almost Lover" and "Liar, Liar." The title of this blog comes from the song "Lifesize" which is also phenomenal.

Okay, well, that's all I'm really feeling up to today. Enjoy!

love,

m

Warmth and Sunflowers

It's gorgeous outside. So, of course, I'm inside, in my room, attempting to clean and write cover letters. Goodie. Did I mention it's supposed to rain tomorrow? Also not cool.

Warm weather like this makes me think of sunflowers. They are by far my favorite flower. They're always so happy! I have sunflowers all over my room (fake and pictures of, not real ones). 

My suggestion for today is that, if you're feeling down, go to Google Images and search "sunflowers." I'll warn you that there is an Anne Geddes sunflower baby on there. I advise that you don't look at it... it detracts from the happy. 

love,

m

Breaking Down

I just spoke to my future advisor about becoming a History major. Premodern History. My major declaration form is due today and for some reason I feel like I'm going to have a nervous breakdown. If not nervous, then emotional. And I still have two classes left! Breaking down is NOT an option! I shouldn't even be on the verge of breaking down. I (almost) have an amazing advisor and I'll be majoring in something I love--why is this so hard??

I just had the bright idea to put my headphones in and listen to some music. It's already calming my nerves.

I'm thinking of doing a movie/music Monday thing. You know, like, movies/music you should check out, songs I constantly have on repeat, etc. Thoughts?

In a completely different direction, Sarah Dessen just launched a new online community for her fans called Sarah-land. As you would know if you knew me, I'm a sucker for quotes. I actively seek them out a lot of the time. So, as a fan of Sarah Dessen, I decided to check Sarah-land out and, lo and behold, I found a thread about Sarah Dessen quotes. Can you say goldmine? Anyway, I'll probably be dispersing a lot of her quotes throughout this blog mainly because she's kind of amazing and I love her books and quotes. Here's one I found today that really resonated with me in my current state: "Life is an awful, ugly place to not have a best friend." (from Someone Like You)

Now, I haven't read Someone Like You, but I can completely understand this quote and would just like to say that I have been completely and utterly blessed to have as many good friends that I have now. I've never been one of those people that has, like, 90 different friends. Heck, I can pretty much count all of my friends on my two hands. Okay, I might need three hands, but that is stretching it a bit. I've always been taught quality over quantity and it is something I believe in wholeheartedly. I wouldn't know what I would have done if I didn't have my really close friends (you know who you are). I've been through some rough times and am truly thankful that they are able to just sit and listen and comfort. And when I'm freaking out about something that I should be freaking out about, or I get really angry or frustrated at someone for a heinously stupid reason, they aren't afraid to tell me.

Oh God. The nervous breakdown is coming back.... I have to go get one last signature on my major declaration form. The heart rate is accelerating. Not even A Fine Frenzy can save me now.

Love,
m